I seriously think I'm going to have a mental breakdown these days. Stay or go? If I go, near or far? Different or familiar? Settle or reach? Hard or easy?
Pressures follow me to the most routine parts of my day. Lunchtime... where to eat? Good or bad? OK, salad or sandwich? What KIND of salad? Chicken or no chicken? How come I just paid for two slices of bread when you get one free with your salad? Is it worth going back to fight for my $0.99 back? It really shouldn't be this difficult but for me, already in my not-right state of mind, it's agonizing.
Home life... now or never? Rent or buy? I just found out that the houses in my neighborhood (rough proximity) are selling with a mortgage that's the same as we're renting! But we just signed a new 1-year extension on lease, and (if I remember correctly) the lease has strict penalties for early withdrawl! WHYYYYYYYY?!
What am I doing with my life? Where will I be in 10 years, 20 years, when I'm old and grey? What will happen to Justin? We thought things were okay but things have changed again!
Pressure! Pressure! Pressure! I can't take much more...
Friday, February 15, 2008
Pressure!
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4 comments:
Whats life without pressure :) coming from the person who probably creates more pressure for himself than is good for a person. We are doing fine I think and we always bounce back from everything. Lets get drunk tonight and try not to worry about it!
Since when does deciding what's for lunch pressure?! Sounds like you need a day with nothing to do. TGIF! Hey, I'm sure TGIFriday's could help drown your sorrows! Listen to Justin...he's smart...sometimes. =)
"Since when does deciding what's for lunch pressure?!"
When you have all this other stuff crushing the breath out of your chest and ONE MORE FREAKING DECISION makes you want to curl up in a ball in the middle of the street (slight exaggeration) rather than decide BK or Cosi or what...!
If you need a place to escape from reality...you know my door is always open!
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