Ugh

I'm having a rough week.

I have been making mistakes at work left and right and don't know how or why, but am terrified I'm going to be fired for being an incompetent dumb*ss.

I'm pining for what I can't yet have or don't know how to get, but am too afraid to actively pursue it.

I'm feeling defeated and despairing that I will finish my degree in time, and terrified that no one else but me will care.

I think I need to run away to the beach for the weekend but cannot due to family, school and financial pressures. I think I just need to sleep for a very, very long time and hopefully when I wake up, things will be better and I'll be back to my semi-perky, perfect, capable self again.

Yeah, I'm having a rough (few) week(s).